Thursday, July 31, 2003
arGH!! i'm l;ike online the whole darn day!haha! so fun! hmmz..doing amaths hw now..dunno how to do manz.. i'm only at the first qn lehXz! manz!i'm so pathetic..haha! eh..i just saw the trailer again on tv..i wanna watch daddy daycare!!hahaha! so cute manz.. homerun also..i liike tt boy..chuangrui?ahahaha!so cute manz..

oh..if u haf zaobao ar.. must gimme the nowzb section, kinda like the Life section kinda thing, everyday k.. hahaha! and syp's in it today.. hahaha! so cool..he looks so short there..but he looks good manz!!hahaha! lalalalalala..

aniwaez..i broke it..i toked to my father..cos he asked me abt sum letter thing..den its like so rude to not answer ritez...so yah.. manZz~ i failed again!! alwaes one lehXz~ so irritating!! gRrrRr!!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/31/2003 08:52:00 PM


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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/31/2003 04:17:00 PM


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hahaha! i just read my blog again.. i tink i am sick!!hahaha! i really tink so.. hmmz.. tink i betta psycho myself to be happy..otherwise i;ll be so grouchy! wads the point! i'm gonna be happy. but i'll still be carrying out my cold war... remind me not to tok to my father for as long as possible..

oh.. syp's in greece now..the place is so nice ar.. wha laoz! i show u the pics later.. whaaa!dAMn nice lehz.. YY..eh eh.. rmb we're going together ar!!hahaha! yay!! so exciting..




u know the pple in greece are quite bad.. they're mean pple.. they did quite alot of mean things.. hahaha! they are mean pple.. but the place is so nice.. i still wanna go.. hahaha! =PpP and the things are like quite ex manz!! hiyOo!!beocs of this show.. there's like so much news abt syp.. so good ar! tink he shld film more of these kinda shows.. hahaha! the whole newspaper will be abt him manz!!hahaha! cant wait ar!~

aniwaez.. i saw this in the ndp book.. its by Teng PEIYUN, 21.. hahaha! she said:
"sure, we do gripe about the high cos of living, kiasu people, the weather.. but in spite of everything, you know deep down inside that there's something special about this place that you'll alwaes love even though things arent alwaes perfect. The way the sun sets on the Esplanade, the way we cheer our hearts out for Lions, the pride we feel when visitors compliment our beautiful city..nowhere else in the world can ever give us this warmth and security. Hate to sound so cliched, but this truly is my home and boy, am i proud of it."
its so nice ritez? the whole darn book..tink this is the nicest thing said.. hhahahah!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/31/2003 12:05:00 PM


emdd was nice yesterday!~heez!! even though sum parts were so boring.. was trying to keep my eyes open!!hahaha! while chris was saying tt they are damn good, and jesmine was just laffing at them..hiyOOo!but its quite nice lahz.. hahaha!=PpP quite proud of kc manz!~

was and still am quite pissed with my father k.. wha laoz! he came early and waited for me outside victoria theatre!!bloody hell!!i told him i was going esplanade after tt ok.. he purposely one k!!wha laoz! so irritating! he stood there as though he lost his kitten or sumthing! bloody hell!!!i mean which ass' father will cum and fetch a sec4 daughter home straight after the concert ah?wha laoz!!!besides, i told him i was going esplanade ok!!i told him tt!!!he still cum early!!wha laoz!!!bloody shit! while everybody were still having fun..i was already in the car, feeling more pissed than usual.. bloody shit!!!and guess what time i reached home? the concert ended at 10:30.. i reached home at 11!!!wow!! cool ar? bet sum pple were still at victoria theatre!!!!

the fact tt he waited for me outside victoria theatre really pisses me off lahz.. wha laoz! like dun trust me kinda thing.. he claims tt i'm weird nowadaeS!!!wad the hell!!how weird can i get?wha laoz!!tink what?i go clubbing ar?bloody hell!!he just dun trust me ritez?bloody shit!!so pissed!!manz!i'm getting more pisssed!!!gRrrRr!! helpXz!!i really think there's no point manz!even if i'm guai and do my work and all tt.. he still dun trust me wad!!still wanna lock the com.. he's like telling me tt he's locking the com becos he dun wan my little brother to use!yeah ritez!!he just dun wanna let me use also! irritating lehxz!wha laoz!!i feel like a convict manz.. wha laoz!!!tink i betta use the com like crazy today.. cos i gort a feeling he'll lock the com like tonight or tml.. den u wun see any new posts animore.. this will be a dead blog.. manz!! betta start to mourn now manXz!

hiyah!!i dun feel like complaining anymore..tink its just not worth it ritez?the more i complain,thw worse i get.. so wads the point.. haiz... yesterday just wasnt a good day!! sigh! it was so irritating!!=XXX the shit ass pple tt were behind me were so irritating!!They were making so much noise and screaming like shit.. they reaslly think they in sum hip hop concert manz!! make so much noise.. and scream their frens' names.. wha laoz! its like so rowdy!!everybody dressed up so nicely.. i wondered why.. they really act as though sum talent scout is gonna be there or sumthing.. really like fashion parade.. manz!!so irritating! sum pple dressed up like sum ghost.. they tink so nice so nice.. actually like shit.. they really look sick.. i tink they are sick.. its just a concert.. mad pple.. then bring so many guys ar.. mad izzit? for what? its a school thing manz! are they mad.. ok lahz.. its qyite good..can fill up the theatre.. but manz!! they just hold hands in fornt of the teachers..mad pple.. i really think they are sick in the head..
and sum pple sum dun appreciate stuff ritez? wha laoz! so irritating! nber am i gonna do anything for them already! wha laoz! they tink wad!nber mind.. everything just din turn outnwell yesterday! everything sucked..

yes, everything sucked...



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/31/2003 11:48:00 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2003
school totally sucked today manz! all the lessons were like mad.. we were just doing shit.. as usual, i din understand wad limmie was saying.. then it was the Australian maths thing.. hahaha! quite fun lehXZ!!no need formulas onez.. just do nonsense to get the answers!!hahaha! fun fun!! but obviously i dunno how to do those mad qns.. school really sucked.. no teacher came into our class after recess..it was just 6 free periods...it was so hot manz!! wha laoz! why is the weather so sucky? it only poured for awhile..so shittified..cant stand it.. hiyerrRr! why the weather like tt? maybe i should shoot half of the sun down also.. hahaa! its too hot..cant stand it!! i even brought my ndp fan to fan myself.. but it doesnt work.. just made me hotter.. bloody hell!!! gRrRRRr!!

its emdd tml!!hahaha! just looked at my wardrobe? haha! there's nth much to wear.. wad shld i do? ahaha! tink i'll just pull out any shitty long sleeve shirt and wear tml.. ahahaha! doesnt matter lahz horz.. emdd only.. not like i meeting a president or wad.. hahahah!so hmmmz.. heard the emdd is not exactly berie nice.. its just ok kinda nice..

sahit!! the tuition kids are here!! byeee!!!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/29/2003 05:59:00 PM

Monday, July 28, 2003
hehhehXz!!i'm online again!!just counted.. there's only 49 days left to prelims.. hahaha! tt's like so little.. 7 weeks left only.. i was avoiding it like crazy for the past few weeks, not wanting to count for fear of the shock..now its really shocking.. tink i betta not cum online so often, or just cum for awhile.. like ard this time to 8pm only.. yah.. tink tt's my plan.. hahaha!!

oh.. i was so shocked to see my phone bill manXz! i sent 1247msgs last mth lehXz! so frightening.. hahaha! my father din say much manXZ! but i felt so bad.. hahahah! so many.. wonder wad i did.. must be tt burfday party thing.. hahahah! my brother's fone gort confiscated.. his bill is like 100+ again.. my father terminated his line.. so poor thing.. but he deserves it lahXZ!!hahaha!so too bad... heez..

eh..u all know wad.. u can just ask yr mother to call singtel or M1 or starhub ar..den ask her to pretend to want to terminate the line..cos economy's wuite bad now..she they'll try to like help u lahXz! so yah.. they'll give u doscouint and more talktime or free sms ar.. hahaha! so cool ritez?!?! my plan is 7.50 now..with more talktime.. hahahaQ cos my afther actioned to wan terminate the line.. hahaha!according to my father, they were quite paranoid, so they like helped us lahXz!hahaha! so funny ritez?!?! laadeedaaz!~

today;s sucha hot day..76 was hot like crazy! cos i sat at the last seat.. the place where the engine is lahz..it was so freaking hot.. i'm never going to sit there again.. i woke up perspiring like mad.. hahaha! and i tink my discman's battery is mad..it keeps saying low batt..but if u try again, it can still go on for like 1 hour.. hahaha! ahmazing ar!! i find it so ahmazing.. heez!!

just did sum study planner thing just now..hahaha! feeling so lost.. tried to recover all my notes, but they all looked so sick and crumpled.. hahaah!dunno if i'll haf the mood to sort it out later.. hehz! and i bought new pens today!!! 2 only lahz.. but i'm happy enuff.. i'm like quite broke, yet i'm spending money on useless stuff.. heez!!!

there's sum kinda mad stuff go8ing on again.. hahaha! mad misunderstandings manz..."jealousy is a complicated feeling..." wad the hell.. hahahah!its their problem manZz...but it alwaes just cums to me.. hahaha!! so weird..but its ok lahZ!! as long as they let me escape from it.. and not interrogate me knda thing..

i hate interrogations.. i seriously do..


i just wanna be free and enjoy my life.. just swinging and swinging like in the merry-g0-round above!!!!



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/28/2003 07:56:00 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2003
hmmmz...at last its my turn to use the com manXz! yesterday's aftn, my bro was using, den after tt we had to rush for the ndp preview, den when we came back..i was dead tired lahXz! i was so darn tired... hahaha! so when i reached home just now,i on the com while my sis was bathing..den supposingly, its suppose to be mine lahz..den she justr used ok.. wha laoz! was quite fed up..cos i was like toking to pple.. den like so mean.. wha laoz!! so irritating! den she finished using at ard 6+, but i was do my lit, so no time.. den at ard 7 i finished, but she like wannna use again! wha laoz! irritating! but its ok.. at least i can use now.. hahahah! but i'm afraid tt my father will cum home now lahz.. den he'll tink i keep using the com and lock it up again.. wha laoz!! wad the shit manZz!!! gRrRrR!!

many thots are like circling my mind..hahaha!but i dunno where to start!!hehheh!! obviously the big thing is the ndp preview yesterday lahXZ!!!hahahah!it was so exciting k!! the doodie bag was so extrememly exciting!!hahaha!ots so cool.. hahaha! gort this star fan.. berie nice lehXz! i'm gonna bring to school to fan myself tml!!hahaha!=PpP oh.. the fireworks are so pretty manZz!hahaha!got sum kinda twinkling ones.. like starrs manz!! so nice !wha laoz! u all see on tv on national day k.. its so nice ar!! i tell you.. its so bootiful!!hahaha!den i was like screaming like shit... hahaha! but i was like sitting btw my mother and my brother..my mother obviously dun scream.. and my brother like got stomachache or sumthing.. so he wasnt very much interested.. hahahah! so i was like sum idiot like tt..so irritating k.. nobody was screaming with me.. my sister was sitting beside my sister.. my sister is with here bf.. so obviously i shldnbt disturb.. so yah.. so sad.. but i was kinda high on my own.. quite dumb laHxz! but it was so extrememly fun!!hahaha!the fireworks are totally cool manZz!hahahaa! i lurv the fireworks.. hahaha! my sister and i were thinking if on national day we sld like stand outside the stadium or at the nicoll highway ansd watch the fireworks.. hahaha! i want to lehXz! but dun tink my parents will let us lahXz! national day must spend in front of the tv and with the family and sum kentucky and pizzas manXz!hahahaha!we do tt every year k.. hahahahaha! manXz the fireworks!!!!!!

hehhehZz!!today is sundaY!!hahaa! its my sleepiest day of the week.. hehhehz!!i realise i alwaes slp in the aftn in my granie's house at ard 2_ till 3+.. hahaha! on tt same chair, same place.. hahaha! den my grannie will just wake me up accidentally.. hahaha! oh.. den i found my fave grape biscuits at my grannie's place.. my mother bought them..hahaha! was so happy to see them k.. like my long lost lover like tt.. ahaha! hmmmz..my cousin's hammie gave birth to 4 dwarf hammies.. hahaha! they look so disgusting.. but very cute lahz.. they were maing so much noise.. hahaha! so cute manXz!!but the cage is like so dirty..cos they dun dare touch it.. otherwise the mother will just eat its own baby..yah..so its kinda disgusting.. hahahaha!i learnt sumthing today.. a male hamster doesnt really eat its young lehXz! i thot it does.. cos last time tt seannie ate its own kid.. so yah.. but now tt male hammie in my grannie';s house didnt.. so weirds.. but its good..hahaha! good change in rodents.. hahahah! =PpP

i'm still feeling so guilty.. i made my fren go all the way to the airport.. den i took the notes and went off to visit teresa..hiyOo!so mean manZXz! heez.. eh..teresa looks so weak.. but she doesnt look pale lehXz! hope she;s going back to school tml.. miss her so much.. complaining abt divya and toking abt her tony leung.. hahaha!really hope she's back tml manZz!=( *sobZz*

hmmmz..406 claims tt they are feeling quite guilty tt we are moving up also.. hahaha! sarah lim screamed at them for being insensitive tt day.. and know wad??!?!?!? it was bloody shit ass mrs chua again who's being insenstive!!she asked them to close the doors on 3.5 k.. how can a teacher be like tt.. wha laoz! no morals.. cant even sympathise with tt ger who broke her leg?!?!? which person on earth actually wan tt to happen to themselves? wha laoz! wad kinda teacher is tt.. actually limmie and koh lai fong also lahXz! wha laoz.. so shittified.. cant stand it.. wad kinda teachers are those manz?? wha laoz! no morals manZz! wha kaoz!!!so angry with tt mrs chua.. cant believe how mean she can get.. she was the one who made me felt so lousy tt time.. den now, she's hurting another girl again!manZz!! wake up lahz, mrs chua!! wha laoz!!! karrrrpuiiIi!!

pui pui pui!! wad kinda teacher is this!?!?!? karrrpuiiii!




this is the only picture tt i saved with zhao wei inside..hahaha!i dun really like her see.. bt they look quite nice here ritez.. hahahaha! i'm so bored.. helpXZ!~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/27/2003 08:29:00 PM

Friday, July 25, 2003
oh oh oh!! u know what!?!??!?! hahahahahq! so happy!!i'm going for sum NDP preview tml lehXz! can u imagine! with my whole family!!hahahaha! so exciitng lehXz! i cant wat for it.. all tt fireworks.. hahahaha! exciting!tink i';ll just die screaming!!hahahahaha! ok ok!! i wanna go watch my fire fire show already!!hahahah! so byeee!~

laaalalalalalallaaa~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/25/2003 09:20:00 PM


just came back form lizzie mcguire.. eh.. dun tink its tt nice lehz.. hahaha! and she wasnt the one who danced ok.. hiyoOoo!! its not her lehXz!!i cant believe it.. hahaha the dance steps like quite simple wad.. i mean for her lahz.. hahahah! nvm!~ hahaha! its quite ok lahz.. and whaa.. gort 3 ah bengs go watch lehXz! so ahhh-mazing!!hahaha!can u imagine! manXZz! ah bengs watching tt kinda show.. hiyO!haha!

hmmmz..pe was like sht today! i completely forgot tt there's 2.4.. hahaha! so not prepared..but it was quite ok lahz..considering i dun exercise onez.. heez..hahahaha!it was so retarded!i was so tired when i was running, but after i finished everything, i sat down for a while, den i felt so energetic!hahaha! so dumb!!but yah.. it was quite fun to run so much lahz.. sense of achievement lehXxz!hahaha! though i think i became slower.. but heyz.. no netball mahz.. hahaha!

tink i cum back later... i gtg eat... to be continued~

hehz! back..

aniwae..i felt so irritated in school today k. the weather was so humid and hot the whole day..esp after tt 2.4 run..it was disgusting..hahaha!den whaaa laoz.. he fan which i stole din cum to me..gort so fed up.. but haiz.. in the end, tink they felt bad, so yah..hahaha! =PpP hiyah.. then 2 bug gossips are like sitting behind me now..cant stand it.. they gossip abt everything, anything..so darn iritating k..i wanted to turn back and ask them to shuddup b4 i stuff me shoe inside their mouth.. hahaha! they were irritatoing..though it weasnt loud, but they like mice like tt..so irritating!grRrrr! hahaha!i'm feeling mean right now..so too bad lahz!!!heh!~

hmmmz..wad exactly happned today ar? hiyah..forgot..cant be bothered.. hehz..
nth much to reflect on today.. hahaha! sigh!! boring day!! fridays are nice, but not fun at all.. sobXZ!!

pathetic~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/25/2003 07:14:00 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2003
whaaa...today is sucha exciting day, i tell you.. wha laoz! dramatic k.. whaaaa!its darn funny lohXz! hahahaha! ok ok.. it started with my class 407 knowing tt a girl from 305 is using clutches lahz..so my class or 406, being on the ground floor has to move..den later ms gammar.. asked us if we want to move..obviously we dun wan lahz.. hiyo..we on the ground floor one lehz.. make us climb all the way to the 4th storey..tt's kinda mad..so obviously the whole class protested!!hahaa! so she gort scAred,den she jst decided its 406 with and it was time for assembly.. den there was sum kinda confusion, dey announced tt 407 will move up!!! darned! we were all so shocked k.. hahaha! we were shocked like shit.. after assembly, the whole class just stood there, wanting to go on a strike!!hahahah! so funny manz!wha laoz! i was just squating there...looking at them..hmmz..den wad happened ar.. lemme think.. den dunno why, we started moving back, so yah..we moved back, and saw sum little tiny 305 girls taking our stuff..haha! it was hilarious.. i mean they were like ants..,they were just taking and taking sooo much stuff.. hahaha!den suddenyl it was 406 who's moving, cos limmie protested la..den 406 was complaining like mad.. they were cursing us like crazy k.. like we killed ther class pet or wad.. wha laoz.. obviously we felt bad ..cos its suppose to be us wad..so hiya,i decided to move lahz..cos its so mean ritez.. den tessa.. she lost scissors paper stone to amanda lehz..so in the end we moved lahz..

den.. this si the dramamtic part.. whilke we were packing.. huiyan suddenyl screamed ok.. she insisted tt she dun wanna move up.. everybody gort a shock manz! wha laoz.. like where gort pple shout like tt one? hiyo.. but she;s an eccentric person lahz.. so yah.,.den she started crying.. so scary k.. i thot wad manz.. but hahaha.. as the sadistic me.. i just cldnt help it, but burst out laffing.. hahaha! it was damn funny k.. but not the loud kind lahz..i was just giggling to myself.. hahahaa! i felt bad, but i cldnt ctrl myself lahz.. sorrie huiyan..heez.. so i chiong up lahz..b4 i laff summore.. hahaha! was quite ahppy to go up lehz.. downstairs so stuffy and dark.. but when i'm up now.. i find it too bright..to hot.. and i left my fan there k.. wha laoz! my fan lehz.. my best friedn know!! haiz..maybe i';ll get it back tml..can die upstairs..so hot manz!!!

aniwaez.. den it was just hot and bright the whole day lahz.. hahaha! after school.. whaa..another dramatic thing k.. hahaha! so stupid.. we were in popular lahz..den this small little boy.. he was running ard and screaming..den he ran infront of us..and screamed ok.. wha laoz! we gort a shock..but he;s really cute.. hahaha! hmmz..den dunno wad happened, he suddenyl puked after runing ard for another few more rounds.. he suddenyl puked on the floor k.. it was brown and murky.. hahaha!so scary!! but it was funny lahz.. so retarded! he was so happy and all tt.. den he suddenly puked.. hahaha! so funny.. its so retarded, but yah..quite sad lahz..he looked so pale after tt.. hahahaha!

oh..i tink sumbody stole my hairband when i was sleeping in the 76.. hahaha!tink its the indian man who took it.. he spoke so loudly with tt accent..so irritating lehz.. but ha..it was funny too.. heez!! tink he srtole it..cos i rmb clearly tt i was wearing it when i was slping, but when i woke up, its gone.. dun tink its in my bag lahz.. hahaha!maybe it is.. but i'm not sure.. heez..i go check later.. my hairband lehXz! bloody shit! how can a HE steal me hairband!! gRrRrrRRR!

hmmmz..today;'s really retarded lahz.. i tink everything;s so drama.. and yah unpredictable.. u'll nber know wads gonna happen next.. u wun know if a quite gorl can just burst and flare up the next moment..u wun know if a happy person can just be extremely sad the next moment, u wun know if a healthy person may just fly up to heaven the next moment....
everything;s so unpredictable in life...
really.. treasure what u haf now.. dun regret wadeva u did...
dun wait till u lost everything, den u start reflecting..tink it'll all be too late...
spend more time with yr loved ones.. i wanna spend more time with my grannie.... i really want..lest i regret sum day.......





-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/24/2003 09:19:00 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2003
i seem to be online everyday ar! hiyOOO! so shitty!!! looking for tt countdown timer script.. but hmmmz.. it just doesnt appear.. hmmmz.. den i added sum kinda analog cloack also!!! again, it doesnt cum out.. hhahaha!WEIRD MANXZ!! AND MY MONITOR JUST BLACKED OUT SUDDENYL FOR 1 SECOND JUST NOW!!! omg!! so scary!!hahahah! i thot my com's dying again! luckily its not.. heez.. hmmmz.. its 7+ already.. nth to do.. haiXzx!!

shall go watch holland V.. hahaha! its quite funny.. lalalalalalala~

boring day...was and am so sleepy!! arGhHhXz!~

click here to see nIce fLasH!!hahaha! really!no bluff!!!so cute manXz!!ahahahahaha!




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/23/2003 07:23:00 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2003
hmmmz..i was laffin to myself on the bus just now.. hahahaha! was thinking abt shekhu and how everybody ran outta class the moment she stepped in.. it was so darn funny lehXzx!!hhahaha!she was so darn angry can!!wha laoz!! i wanted to chiong out also.. but scaredy chris lahz.. she said we were mean, den she din dare to run out!!manz!!i was there squating, waiting for her to make tt decision!!gawDxz!! but i tink by staying, at least i feel so upright lahz.. wun feel so guilty!hahaha!den gort quite a good laff also!!heez! she was so darn funny!! she rolled up a stack of paper, whacked the table and said so loudy:i'm so angry you know!!!hahahaha! it was so hilarious!my gawd!!!i've nber seen a teacher in a sec 4 class like this.. hahahah! moreover its 407...gawd!!even the nerds wanted to skip lerssons lehXz!!can u imagine!?!??! wha laoz! as in the true blue nerds!!Hahah!!!so funny!! she said: so disappointing,this class! so disappointing... hahahaha!

whaaaa! den u know for chinese lessons!!we watched this su you peng show.. at first i thot it was sum kinda shit show.. this olden days den like shit kind.. but whaaa... so nice.. though syp looked so ugly and disgusting there..whaaa..he like hero like tt.. hahahaha! so funny k.. but the girls are so darn ugly.. one got panckae face, den the other one got rodent's teeth.. its so square and funny... hahahah! its callled hong niang ar!!hahaha! so funny manz!! can u imagine!! watch cyp in school!! hahahahah! shiokXz manXZ!! ahahahahahah! so happy!~ lalalalalala!

hmmmz..today's a happy day for me lehXz!! whaaaa!!!i saw tt green book in mph!!i finally read tt book properly!! its really darn nice lehXz! its callled "the meaning of life" by Bradley Trevor Grieve.. its damn cool lehXz! but its so ex lehXz! wha laoz! so irritating!!wanted to buy, but now i got financial crisis ar.. ple still owe me money.. hiyOO! den one book $20.75, so not worth it.. wha laoz!!!its really darn nice lehXZz! maybe i go and search for tt book online later.. hahahaha! its so nice!!! manzz!!! nicest book on eartjh k... its the only book i ever wanted to buy so much... see see! fwahahahahahhaha~





-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/22/2003 07:16:00 PM

Monday, July 21, 2003
arGhhh!! feeling so grouchy today!!hahahah! monday blues ar!! maybe.. but i dun usually haf monday blues.. just feeling so grouchy!!hahahaha! todAY's racial harmony day.. tink my school's quite weird... tyey din let us wear ethnic costumes. not tt i want, but i seriously think..what's racila harmony day without ethnic costumes... maybe ms devi is right in sum way.. tt sum girls are just showing their flesh.. but i'm sure when u wear an ethnic costume, confirm can learn sumthing one wad.. like u wear a sari..at least u know tt sari is one whole piece of coth instead of many different ones... dunno lahz.. sumtimes i tink ms devi is rather biased and can contradict herself at times... tink she indulges in favouritism.. hahahaha!

hmmz..she asked what did we learn for racial harmony.. hmmz.. its just the normal sentences..its like we memorised it.. racial cohesion, the importance of being tolerant for the minority groups.. tt's so standard..hahaha! she asked me k..but it was the end of her period,so i escaped from it..heez... i was abt it say: chicken kebabs actually originates from the Arabs, not the Malays.. hahahah! tink tt's lame, but yah.. tt was floating in my silly grouchy head!!hahahah!

hmmz..back to my grouchiness.. heez..i was really grouchy today!hahaha!din really feel like toking, was like to myself..felt so anti-social, but i tink if i were to join them n play those five stones or wead, i'll get more pissed, so i decided not to and sit at my own desk to do social.. hahaha! how pathetic ar? hmmmz.. i'm just not in the studying mood yet..i dun really feel the urge to study.. everything seems so far yet so near.. its like in sept... but hiyah.. i still dun feel the urge to study.. the world seems to be studying ah!!was quite motivated to study yesterday late at night while watching sum flash..(*thankz ar,my motivator, if u are reading..fwahahahaha!*)but after reading the whole acids and bases topic,i just felt tt it was late and forced myself to sleep.. i seriously think my insomnia is back!!wha laoz! maybe its good in sum way la..to get me studying.. heez!i dun tink i'm a self-motivated person..i needd pple to push me..whaaa..i sound like so lazy pathetic primary school kid.. geez..

hmmmz..its getting late..i';m not hungry! just ate banmian lehz..at ard 4+.. manz!!there's like so much food!!yikes..i'll try and bluff my way thru tt i dun feel like eating.. heez... help!!!!

save me from the agony!!!*muahahahah*



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/21/2003 07:29:00 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2003
nth much to type today.. just feeling kinda scared.. cos my grannie is getting weird.. she woke my cousin up early in the morning to chat with her.. tt's like weird.. cos she's nber done tt before.. den the way she speaks is kinda different.. i dunno.. its just different.. i'm like quite scared lahz.. i know these kinda stuff is unavoidable, but its just hard to accept at times.. both my sister and i tried to entertain her as much.. more than usual, i'm still afraid..just berie berie terrified.. what if.....argHh!!*kicks away the thots*

hiyah... dunno lahz..just berie scared lahz..

but nver mind!!just hope tt its just feeling lonely or what lahz.. hiyah.. bu zhi dao!!! i really dun wan ar!!!!*prays hard*



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/20/2003 05:28:00 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2003
Salty Coffee:

He met her on a party, she was so outstanding, many guys were chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him. she was surprised, but as he was polite, she promised.They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything.

She felt uncomfortable, she thought,
"please, let me back home".

Suddenly he asked the waiter:
"would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange!
His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously:
"why you have this hobby?"

He replied:
"when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, salty and bite, just like the taste
of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there."

While saying that, tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling,from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesick, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home...

Then she also started to speak about her far away hometown, her childhood, her family.
That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.
They continued to date. She found actually he was a man who meets all her demands: he had tolerance,was kind hearted, warm, careful...he was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love story: the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...

And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said:

"My dearest,
please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I
said to you - the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated?
I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but
I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I
never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried
to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do
that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.
Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth:
I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.
But I have the salty coffee for my whole life since I knew you,
I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.
Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life.
If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and
have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee
again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet .

Someday, someone asked her: "what's the taste of salty coffee?"
"It's sweet." She would replied.

~SOMETIMES YOU FEEL YOU KNOW THE PERSON
~MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE...
~BUT ONLY TO REALISE THAT YOUR OPINION ABOUT
~THE PERSON WERE NOT AS YOU DESCRIBED.
~ JUST LIKE THE INCIDENT OF THE SALTY COFFEE...
~LOVE MORE AND HATE LESSER...
~CAUSE' SOMETIMES SALT TASTES BETTER THAN SUGAR...


i tink this is so true lehz.. hahaha!hmmmz...quite sweet ar.. hahaha!gort this from an email form trix.. whaaa..so sweet!!!lalalalalaa~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/19/2003 03:59:00 PM


just came back from school...and obviously parkway!!hey hey!! u know tt food court open already!!!whaaa... the ban mian ar!!!i tell u, the ban mian club is back.. i better go find my tt banmian school badge... hahhahaha! with the smiley sticker behind it.. shit.. dunno where i put it.. but nvm, i'm the one who supplies the sticker, so heez.. i can just paste it on my curremnt badge!!hahaha! so exciting lehz.. just ate it.. hmmmmz..dun tink its as nice as before.. cos tt china man and china lady is not there anym ore.. its another person lehXz! wha laoz!! like shit.. they cook till so watery manz!! but its still nice la... though i'm feeling so thirsty now~ fwahahahaha!

hmmmz..went shopping for summore of tess'a presents!!hahahah! so stupid k.. wha laoz! dumb parkway is indeed dumb.. haiz..bought her an eye pillow from ig's heaven!!hahahaha! cos she chairperson mahz..den musty haf eye pillow, den wun be so stressful.. hahahah! trhough i doubt tt.. but just buy for fun la.. secondary 4 is a stressful part of life isnt it?den bought sum other stuff lahz.. quite dumb!!hahahaha! =P

hmmmz..feeling so damn tired.. from yesterday lahz.. i slept on tt 76 once i got up tt bus k.. hahaha !i was tt tired..den was so afraid tt i'll drool or sumthing..cos i was so darn full and berie berie tired..haha!

hmmmz..yesterday ar.. it was quite fun..but as i said.. it wasnt really beire organised lahz..felt kinda bad cos everything was kinda screwed.. hahaha!i tink i fail badly as a planner yesterday!!hahahah! what a lousy organiser manz! cant stand it.. hahaha!even though the burfdae queens claimed tt it was nice and 'real sweet' but hmmmz..i dun tink so... sum pple werent feeling happy becos it was late at nite, and parents, out of concern, were just reprimanding their kids tinking tt they went sum mad place like clubs or out with guys late at nite.. so yah... it wasnt exactly nice la.. everything went solemn and all tt...so we just left tt secret place quietly....though we arrived happily and excited!!hmmmz...still feeling quite bad la.. hope tt the supplementary party on tuesdae for the dumbasses who din know abt the party will be betta lahz.. heez...

those pple who went to the party went with red and tired eyes today!! it was kinda funny.. hahahah! like mine, chris, jac, sarah,chink,slyvie, weili...whaaaa...almost everybody manz!!hahahah!everybody came with tired eyes..quite scary lahz!but it was fun to look at.. like the whole gang of us went out late at night to kill our enemies like tt.. hahhaaha!=)



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/19/2003 03:57:00 PM

Friday, July 18, 2003
just came back form a party.. hahahahah! quite satisfied with it la.. but sumhow i tink tt the burfdae queens werent really happy... like in sum moments lka.. when they were feeling lost.. hahaha! hope the next party wun be tt bad lahz.. hahahaha! hope everybody enjoyed themselves!!!heez..

hmmmz..feeling kinda bad.. cos i din buy the RW cd for my sis manz..den now she's like so fuming mad.. i duno for wad.. its just a cd.. not like she'll burn or she can burn when she's sleeping at this moment.. but yah.. she's kinda pissed...hahahaha! shit manz.. but nvm la.. tink tings will be fine tml.. i hope... hahahaha!

hmmmz... there were sum bad stuff n the party k.. tink i type tml la.. cos cant type too fast...otherwise i'll hit the keyboard too loud and wake tt fuming sisiter up..so yah..

till den my bloggie...



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/18/2003 11:46:00 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2003
i'm watching the pianist now.. whaaa..so brutal.. scary lehz!!they kill like nobody's business!!hahahah!its quite funny la..but hmmmz..still feel sum tinge of sadness now and then.. hahaha!its the middle part now.. second disc.. hahaha! its so draggy..cant stand it..so i'm listening to them whispering to each other, and with my bro here rambling abt the price of the 3 discs... he's still rambling.. hahaha!mad person!!! den now he;s rambling abt the rainbow cvolours... he tok so much, cant stand it.. but today he's quite guai lahz.. hahaha!nber irritate me.. just rambling on and on.. hahahaha!

hmmmz..its so boring now..dunno wad dey doing ar..cant be bothered to go watch properly..hahahaha!yah..so sianz...hmmmz..tml's netball photo-taking.. hahaha!whaaa....mad chris asked me to bring sports shoe lehz..so mad!!hahaha! cos gort pe also.but not say i rtun berie fast..den whaaa..wear sports shoe and run so slow..so paiseh..hahaha!maybe i wun wear my sports sho for PE...hahahah! save sum face manz!!! hahahaha!=PpP

oh oh.. tml will be so exciting!!hahahaha!will be going out at night to cellebrate tessa and chink's burfdae!!hahahaha!so fun lehXz! at nite!!whaaa.we gonna eat like mad at dunno where.. den watch movie.. hahahaha! watch lizzie Mcguire.. hahaha! actually i dun tink it'll be nice.. just funny.. i tink the plot will be dumb.. but nvm lahz.. just let me laff like mad.. hahaha!hmmmz..but tml gortmaths class test lehz.. graphs and kinematics... hahahah! i trhot it was amths kinematics...den was so scared the whole 55 bus journey.. tinking i hafta do so much hw.. and watch |"the Pianist", den chey!! its emaths!!hahahaha! emaths wun be tt hard ritez?? heezx..^____^

oh... tt adrian man is so disgusting now.. he got long hair and moustache and beard and so disgusting..i hate guys who dun shave manz.. disgusting!!!not like now war like in the show ritez??!?!?!?please la..go buy a shaver manz!!*sorrie ar..just saw one vj guy on the bus who din shave lahz* hahahaha!

hmmmz..wad else eh?55 was quiet today!! hahahaha!so happy k.. hahaha!becos ahem* was sitting in front la..den ha!i was sitting at the back feeling so stressed out abt amaths kinematics..hahahah! aniwae.. hmmz.. i just cant seem to not feel irritated with her nowadaes k.. she's alwaes yakking like mad, making sooo much noise and all the accusations k... cant stand it.. she said national jc is a chinahhh-fied jc... whaaa...i nearlie killed her, den later she said chinese high is pathetic... and raffles is duno wad..cant rmb!!whaaa..she tink she damn great k.. whaaa... just sour grapes..i tink i saw sum kinda graped floating above her head manz!!sumtimes i wonder why she can actually be a prefect la k.. wha laoz..she's kinda like a close fren to me la..but sumtimes i cant help but feel this way manz!she's alwaes making the wrong assumptions about everything, making sooo much noise and alwaes complaining abt how difficult a particular test is.. and later she'll like get the highest in class kinda thing!! like what the........ *sigh* just hope that she'll just realise it it sum time soon...and yah.. change manzx!!!!=XxX

yyay!!!! i'm at the third disc of pianist already!! so nice!! they'rew like bombing each other at this moment.. hahahah! quite fun to hear!!!! llalalalalalal~




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/17/2003 06:48:00 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2003
hmmmz..got a new skin.. i dunno why my links dun work.. but hmmz.. i'll figure tt out tml. spent tooo much time online.. hmmz.. sumbody gave me a wake up call this aftyernoon.. she asked if i started revision.. den hmmmz..obviously i haben lahz.. so yah.. that sumbody doesnt look like those who study, and she told me she kinda flipped the book n all that.. it left me tinking and thinking.. what's wrong with me??!?!


hmmmz..everybody seems to be givin me wake-up calls.. was sitting on 55..the side with the tv..and the chair with the bump tingy underneath the chair.. hahaha!dunno how to describe.. but yah.. tt's my fave seat.. though i trip over it often.. but yah.. tt's my fave seat.. hmmmz.. was dreaming there la.. thru out the journey i was kinda dreaming looking out.. den i saw his small little boy squating on the floor, with his maths workbook on the grey bench.. he was squating there, trying hard to draw sum kinda parallelogram... while his 3 other frens were kicking this vanilla coke can ard... though i cant say tt the 3 others wun do well, but i can bet with u my life that the smalll boy squating there doing his work will make his mark one day... he's so hardwoking k.. tt again gave me sum kinda wake-up call.. hahaha! den i action take out my social studies book and started reading.. hahahaha!

seems like pple ard, whether i know them or not are trying hard to motivate to study yah.. hahahaha! but haiz..still feeling lazy... just doing my homework, some bit of maths everyday.. and i'll be drifting off to peach land.. hmmmz..where is tt hardworking and disciplined Peiyun manz!! she;s like gone with the wind.. hmmmz.. i want tt peiyun back.. this peiyun is so lazy... argHHh!!


"when the drizzle starts to fizzle
you walk you poodle
you look up at the blue sky
and get an adrenaline high...
1 2 3 4 5 6 seven
you get a glimpse of running rainbow heaven."


oh.. look at my lit hw tt i'm suppose to do days ago.. hahahah! still dunno how to do.. heez...

prayer before birth

I am not yet born; O hear me.
Let not the bloodsucking bat or the rat or the stoat or the
club-footed ghoul come near me.

I am not yet born, console me.
I fear that the human race may with tall walls wall me,
with strong drugs dope me, with wise lies lure me,
on black racks rack me, in blood-baths roll me.

I am not yet born; provide me
With water to dandle me, grass to grow for me, trees to talk
to me, sky to sing to me, birds and a white light
in the back of my mind to guide me.

I am not yet born; forgive me
For the sins that in me the world shall commit, my words
when they speak to me, my thoughts when they think me,
my treason engendered by traitors beyond me,
my life when they murder by means of my
hands, my death when they live me.

I am not yet born; rehearse me
In the parts I must play and the cues I must take when
old men lecture me, bureaucrats hector me, mountains
frown at me, lovers laugh at me, the white
waves call me to folly and the desert calls
me to doom and the beggar refuses
my gift and my children curse me.

I am not yet born; O hear me,
Let not the man who is beast or who thinks he is God
come near me.

I am not yet born; O fill me
With strength against those who would freeze my
humanity, would dragoon me into a lethal automaton,
would make me a cog in a machine, a thing with
one face, a thing, and against all those
who would dissipate my entirety, would
blow me like thistledown hither and
thither or hither and thither
like water held in the
hands would spill me.

Let them not make me a stone and let them not spill me.
Otherwise kill me.

-- Louis MacNeice

1. comment on the significance of the shaoe and form of the poem, includin the length of the stanza.
2. discuss the poet's use of sound devices and diction.
3. what ideas and messages is Macneice conveying abt human life? do you agree with Macneice?make detailed reference t the poem in your answer.

p/s: help me of u want.. hahaha! u can alwaes sms me the answers.. muahhahahaha! since dekap is not working...
ph/// the shape is like sum boat shaped.. dunno why it doesnt come out.. but yah.. there are more and more indentions in each line.. hahahah! hmmmz.. nvm~~ hahaha!




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/16/2003 08:31:00 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2003


hahahah! u know that girl.. hmmz.. that korean girl.. that one from that tv-boradcaster show.. hahaha! forgot the name.. hmmz.. let me recall den i'll cum back and edit.. hahahah! hmmmz.. she's quite a big shot manz!! meaning syp also berie good ar.. like a big shot wans to act with another big shot.. so this again proves tt yp is a big shot... fwahahahahaha! den whaa.. he gort so many flowers.. hahahaha! look!!!!




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/15/2003 08:45:00 PM

Monday, July 14, 2003
ur calvin the little trouble maker! always have to do it your way!  u love to throw snowballs and waterballoons at people you know. ur the hell of a devil!
ur Calvin! You like things your way. You never
liked when people say "no".You usually
get in trouble alot but always trying not to.
You love to play and always hate to do your
homework!


Which Calvin and Hobbes character r u?
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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/14/2003 09:36:00 PM


harlo harlo!!!i really feel tt my blog is damn ugly...but i dun haf the time to retsrat everything all over again lehz.. hiyerrr..so irritating!!hahahah! later den i go and see again.. hiyerr.. so ugly. my blog is the ugliest blog on earth!!each time i see it,i feel so frustrated lehz....hiyOOo!!guess i'll be suing back my tt old one.. but i'm feeling kinda lazy to do sumthing tt i've done before.. hahahah! dunno manz!! gRrrfRrrrR!! blooody shit!!!!

hmmzz..wad happened today?noth much lehz..so sad.. nth much! wha laoz! nothing exciting happened to me today!! manz! wad a boring life..hahahaha!

ok lahz.. i heard nicolelina scream:"mummy!!!" in a high-pitched manner.. tink its so darn funny.. only louie understands wad i'm saying i tionk.. but yah.. it was hilarious!!fwhahahahaahah!

Lit was boring today!! i mean lit is boring everyday!!hahahah! she din even cum to class.. den i accomanied chris to the office to call her dad, den she's there le..so weird.. we're wondering why she';s not in class..hahaha! hmmz.. chris gort flu like mad today.. her nose was like sum tap manz! leak non stop.. but luckily i din catch the bug.. hahahah! i tink i'm used to it.. since sec1 she blow like shit.. so immune already!!!fwahhahahaah! =P

bleaghhh!!nth happened in schoool today! i got nth much to type-y.. so saddy.. haiz...

haf fun peepz...:)



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/14/2003 08:20:00 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2003
You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/13/2003 09:50:00 PM


I see the world in Pink
Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.

Made by
Sara



What color do you see the world in?
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-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/13/2003 09:49:00 PM


yay!!! at last blogspot is working fine.. whaa.. i'm quite sad.. i tink my blog i sooo ugly now.. wha laoz!!after looking at it for the second day.. it looks so pathetic.. hahaha! but hmmmz..i dun wan to just discard it.. afterall.. its all my time and hardwork... and this blogger is so mad.. can just stop functioning.. and all my stuff will be gone all over again.. so yah... i'm just gonna make do with this ugly thing.. moreover there's no new bootiful blogskin tt i'm happy with.. so yah.. *sobxz*

oh.. u know.. yesterday i wanted to bathe late at nioght.. it was the first time i wanted to be brave and bathe at night.. den i was tinking a lizard already went into my room and landed on my sister;s bed.. i wun be so unlucky again, and meet another lizard.. so i went in without checking if there were lizards.. it the first time again that i nber check the toilet b4 i go in.. so yah.. i deserve it lah.. wha laoz! i went in.. and saw it on the wall perching up.. it's so skinny and small.. like the irritating rubber band-like lizard tt landed on my head...den it was perching up.. so skinny.. and like gonna drop.. so i was like trying to make as minimal noises as possible.. but t little weak lizard just suddenly got the urge to jump or wad.. it just hopped la.. den it landed amongst my clothes ok! wha laoz! alwaes like tt one lehz! they pick on pple to bully one ar! wha kaoz! was so pissed and angry!hhahaha! i din even tok to anybody for like one hour.. din even got the mood to sms anybody.. u know usually i'll sms the whole world when a lizard bullies me.. whaaa.. i was tt pissed.. can u just imagine! bloody shit.. so angry!!!!blahzzz!!!~~

end of lizard report.....

irritating......




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/13/2003 09:17:00 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2003
yayy!! at last i finish remaking my bloggie.. wha laoz! my previous one died.. i dunno why it died.. no reasons.. it just died.. hahah! i was so shocked k.. it was like blank!!haha! yah.. s.. this is my new blogskin la.. its quite sick looking to me.. hahaha! the colours.. but heez.. i lazy la.. so hmmz.. maybe later of tml den i go do again!!hahahaha! its quite fun.. but damn tedious ar.. hahaha!

oh.. u know.. i went for sum electronics course today!!hahaha! its so fun manz! hahaha! gort this breadbox.. i find it sooo funny.. hahaha! was tinking if monnie was there..will she eat up the breadbox..honestly.. i tink she will.. hahah! the connection all tt was quite fun.. hahaha! the challenging circuits were quite irritating la.. but after u get the 2 LEDs working.. whaa..sense of staisfaction and achievement... hahahah! yah.. chris helped me with the challenging ones.. while i helped her with the easy ones.. hahaha! ironic manz!! but yah.. this is wad frens are for wad.. hahaha!

went to the market oopposite to eat carrot cake after tt.. actually i dun tink its tt nice.. hahaha! the toa payoh one nicer.. hahaha! den $1.50 only manz!! whaaa... hope i'll go on sunday!!!ahahahahah!its damn nice manz!! haiz.. dunno how to discribe.. i'm like drooling already.. ha!!ok lahz.. not so bad.. just salivating.. ahaha!

den i came home straight.. wanted to go to the airport to eat..den study there.. but ha!due to time-constraints, we didnt lahz.. came staright back home to find out tt a big fat lizard is in my room.. and landed on my sister's bed.. hahaha! like shit manz! they claimed tt its damn fat and black and had a long tail... hahah! sounds so horrible.. luckily i din see it.. otherwise i'll just die.. hahaha!

i got a feeling my mad blog will die again if i post the msg.. hahaha! wad do u tink.. hahaha! ok.. i'll save wad i'm typing now.. den if it really dies, at least i still got sum kinda hope.. hahahah! ok.. of to restart my com.. lalalalalala~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/12/2003 05:16:00 PM

Friday, July 11, 2003
whaaaa...i was late for school today!!damn scray!!wha laoz!reached school at 7.40 i tink.. no..to be exact..7.38 hahahah! tt was wad the prefect said while i was still trying to keep myself awake!!hahahaha!hiyah.. it was quite an experience lahz.. i mean i've nber waken up late before.. hahahah! then this actually made me think lahz.. like i'm so old and all tt.. den whaaa..so must wait till my mother to wake me up..quite bad manz.. hahahah! so..this is actually a good lesson uh?!?!hahaha!

aniwae.. i was rather touched on my journey to school manz!whaaaa...hahaha!my father gort outta his car in the middle of his road becos i forgot to bring my beautiful water bottle.. den he just went putta his car to get a small little bottle of NEWater for me k.. whaaa.. i was soooo touched.. on the verge of tearing manz.. hahahah! but i didnt lahz.. i mean this kinda thing cant cry one la.. later he laff at me.. den so paiseh.. hahahah! so yah... i just pretended to yawn and all tt.. hahaha! then he beat dunno how many red lights though he got 12 demerit points k.. u know another 12 will make him lose his liscense!!!wha laoz! den to beat a red light is 12.. wha laoz! was so touched once again..but ha! wad can i do.. yah.. i pretended to yawn again!!hahahah! =) den yah lahz.. i reached skool and got scolding...

everybody started grinning at me.. cos its not possible tt i'll be late one lahz.. hahahah! so they were just grinning..as usual.. tessa gave tt loser sign.. so fine lahz.. i had to accept it.. cos i really was a loser at tt point of time.. hahahaha! so yah.. just listened to the vp and mrs sng tok.. wha laoz! the vp was damn dumb!!hahahah! she asked me: u late izzit? DUH!!! wha laoz! obviously i'm late.. otherwise wad am i doing here.. hahahah! she looks so totally gross and ugly.. hahaha! can puke manz! yikes.. i hate her.. where is our lovely mrs ONg ar!!! she so classy and pretty!! and not so dumb!! blahXz!!!

hmmmz.. actually i gort alot of things to say today.. but i'm gonna watch my fire fire show now.. i'm already late for 10 ins.. sobz.. later they show tt girl, i'll just kill myself.. haiz...

aniwae.. today was really a mad day!!haha!! and my father;s like scolding my bro noiw.. i damn scared! dun dare to type too loud.. hahahah! so yah.. berbyez my little bloggie!!hahahahah! =)



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/11/2003 09:18:00 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2003
whooooo!! just came back from chinese oiral lahz.. actually i dare say its quite ok lahz.. just tt i stuttered like mad.. hahaha! din know how to read 1 word.. so i just made up my own..hope they din realise it.. haha!hmmmz.. overall i tink its quite ok lahz..not as bas as my MYEs.. hahah! cos my MYEs was really horrible + terrible.. haha!so i'm quite ok lahz.. just quite pissed tt they actually snacked in front of me ok! wha laoz! how can they eat and test pple!! iots a serious matter ok! how hungry can they get? must snack in front of us one izzit!! den make sooo much noise munching and munching!!! think wad! eat at home lahz!! haiz.. maybe as vanfen suggested.. she's just bored and din wanna fall asleep.. but hey!! dun be shit lahz! eat later lahz.. i'm already the last second girl ritez?? mad manz!! aniwae..they were really rude lahz.. they were so aloof.. where got pple like tt one! they din even smile. look at them dey just stare back.. like wanna fight kinda feeling.. hahahah! hmmmz.. maybe examiners are like tt.. but haiz.. tt;s not the way lahz.. they are actaully teachers and examples to their students in their school lehz.. how can they show attitude ar!! what kinda teachers are they!!! hiyerrrRr! gRrRrRr!~

aniwae.. the day started pretty well today!!hahahah! went to school and crush a cockroach!!hahaha!it was quite fun!!! there was this crunchy noise tt i like since young..hahaha! at first teresa was just screaming.. den she was saying, "PEIYUNNNN!!!!!ITS ON YOUR BAG!!!!" at tt time i was real scared!so afraid tt it'll be a lizard k.. wha laoz!!!den it turned out to be a cockroach!!hahaha! den i just stepped on it lahz.. i can really be professional cockroach killer.. i'm like alwaes killing cockroaches.. each time they sum and spray sum stuff into tt big rubbish chute..all the roaches will climb out and die lahz.. but u know there and string ones and weak ones.. the strong ones obviously survived tt ordeal.. but ha! they were just unlucky.. i saw them.. so being the gross me..its my instinct tt i step on it.. lest it flies onto my face.. hahaha! aniwae.. i killed tt roach and it was smashed onto the floor lahz.. den chris's bag was there.. and they were all worried tt sum curious person will kaypo go open and scream their lungs out.. so i had to pick it up ok.. wha laoz! all tt mess!!!usually i just leave it there to rot..but yah.. i picked it up lahz..den threw it into sum faraway dustbin!!was quite worried whether it wil drop off or wad. cos u know lizards can drop oiff their tails..den i'm tinking if roaches can do tt also.. hahahah!

hmmmz.. lemme think...wad happened today.. nth much lahz.. just boring and boring lessons.. geog was totally hilarious! shekhu was mad!she buys carrots from pharmacies!!hahahah! tt mad shit..hiyah..dunno lahz.. geog was madness period lahXZ!!hahaha! den before tt was maths.. all over again,. i dino wad she was doing.. she was just doing her work.. just doing and doing.. scribbling and scribling without asking us if we nderstand.. hahahaha! tt;s her lahXz! so i just copied and copied.. heez...

den eh.. wads b4?physics?just copy and copy again lahz.. hiyah.. her periods are like copying periods..since sec 3 its like tt.. hahahaha! bio was funny also..she was making us do corrections for our bio pract!! hiyOO!! so funny.. all our drawings were like shit manz!~den she just started commenting lahz.. i tink its so funny.. fwahahhahaah! ok lahz.. tink i'm tokng crap already!!heez.. shall go eat now.. maybe i'll cum back and use the com.. eh.. tink most prob not lahz.. must be disciplined.. heez.. but 'll tink abt it.. laaaalalalalalala~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/10/2003 07:16:00 PM

Wednesday, July 09, 2003
came home straight today!!!hahah! so proud of myself.. joineds the club55.. hahaha! they werent really making noise today lahz.. thank God manz..hahahah! was telling tessa tt i dun wan take bus with them..but guess its really bad..so i took it in the end.. and i hafta repeat!!! they really werent noisy.. it was quite shocking..but its the first bus ride with club 55 tt i din feel the urge to take out my earphones lahz.. hahahah! its quite a goodie thing.. laaalalalalalaa~

haiz..school was totally boring.. hahaha! damn stressing ar! wha laoz! ms devi is like complete mood swing ritez?hiyah..dunno lahz.l. was walking beside her on my way to the bio lab.. den she suddenyl grabbed me ok!! wha laoz! i was damn scared lahz ok! i dunno why...but my heart skipped a few beats.. hahaha!iactually there's nth to be scared of..but i just was.. ha! den during lit.. she kept staring at me.. worried tt i'll fall asleep or sumthing.. wha laoz.. damn scary! cos i din write out my points properly lahz..den cant present if she calls me.. luckily she didnt.. hahahahaha! she wanted to manz..den luckily chris....she laffed louder than me..so i was spared!!hahahaha! thankz chris!~

hiyah!! i dunno wads my problem.. hahaha!just wanted to on the com and play sum music.. but in the end..its so tempting tt here i am.. playing the com..updating my blog.. blahzzz... so not disciplined!!! hiyOoO!! cant stand it manz!!!

did a 1 qn of maths already... ok lahz.. back to do summore maths.. haiz.. betta pray tt i know how to do.. otherwise its so demoralising.. hahaha!=PpP

oh... my chinese oral is tml.. if u happen to read it b4 my oral or wad.. eh.. please lahz uh.. pray hard for me.. please please!!! be kind lahz.. fwahahaha! =) u'll be rewarded with bootiful thots of me.. good deal ritez? fwahahahaha! =PpP



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/09/2003 05:05:00 PM

Tuesday, July 08, 2003
yay!!! i finished my dumb english article.. hahahah! so happy.. maybe i shld post it here.. hahaha! tink gort alot of grammar mistakes..but who cares lahz..
i'm quite proud of it k.. wha laoz! but its all crap.. heez..

INDEPENDENCE IS THE WAY TO Go...

“We better die!” was Secondary 3 student Ying Wei’s reaction when she first heard that leaving books under the table was going to be prohibited. Ying Wei, coming from one of the best classes in the level proves somehow that leaving books under the desks does not affect a student’s learning in any way.

Making students bring books home everyday is causing much health problems. As girls in their teenage years are growing, their spinal structures are rather weak. And with these heavy bags; it may cause spinal problems, leading to an increasing number of hunchbacks in the society later on.

Prohibiting students from leaving their books under their desks is quite a hassle for students leaving far distances away from school. With the increasing number of students taking public transportation home, the buses are usually packed with people. With these huge bags, it is rather inconvenient for these passengers, causing much inconvenience.

However, due to the increasing number of thefts in the school, teachers had to come up with such an idea to prohibit students from leaving books under their desks, as they believe that this is the only way to stop theft.

“Without books, what can the thieves steal?” is one of the reasons why teachers have decided to implement such a rule.

Teachers think that students will be motivated to study if students were to bring their heavy books home, but this was proven to be wrong. Siew Leng, a 13-year old girl said,” usually when I reach home, I’ll be exhausted by the heavy bag that I lug home, soon after I’ll take a nap, and by the time I wake up, it is already at night. By the time I finish my homework, it is already time for bed.”

With the packed schedule that many students already have, it is impossible for any student to study every single subject a day. It is too much for a student to absorb. Besides, with the tests and examinations coming up, students will have to spend more time on their weaker subjects, instead of studying the same subject over and over again.

To many students, they believe that to leave books under their desk and still able to plan their time well, coping with schoolwork are signs of independence. Whether or not a student wants to take pride in her work depends on her own responsibility. Even if a student were to bring home his/her every book, it is not necessary that he/she will study at home.


With the fast-pacing society today, shouldn’t teachers start to educate the young about independence and not just quantity?

aniwaez..i still got my lit.. heez.. tink i betta get off the com.. later my sister cum and scold again..hahahah! quite scared of her nowadaes.. no idea why.. fwahahahaha! =PpP




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/08/2003 10:42:00 PM


i'm feeling so sad now.. i dunno why lahz k.. but wha laoz! i;m sad like shit.. the twins passed away..
i cant believe it lahz k.. wha laoz!!! they were so happy dilly and all that.. den this stupidddd raffles hospital must act smart and wanna separate them.. just for the sake of fame and money and all that... wha laoz!!!! they've been living happily for the past few years k.. though its a good thing dat they can lead their lives in a brand new way after separation but i seriously think ITS NOT A GOOD IDEA lahz..

really feel tt raffles hosp act smart manz!wha laoz!!! heard they were the ones who invite them to cum and separate ar.. wha laoz! now they caused 2 lives ok!! wha kaoz!!!! tink they very smart izzit?? blahzzz!! cant take it..

gRrrRrRr!!!!irritating!!! feel like crying like shit.. but haiyo.. how to cry? only those who loved can mourned.. i truly understand this at this moment manz.. just feeling so vexed...

was so shocked when my father told me the news when i opened the door...
first reaction: huh?
second reaction: dun bluff
third reaction: wha laozxzz... and so on.. blahzzz....

took the NEL home today!!! i was feeling quited scared for like 5 secs.. cos the train was speeding like crazy! and i cld feel the slopes and all that.. hahaha! den on the other hand, i was telling chris that its only a train ands nth to be scared of.. even though it was just the few secs, i cld feel wad chris was feeling.. but obviously i cldnt tell her: yah..i'm scared too.. that will make her worse.. so yah.. i just replied:" its only a train.."
hahahah! i felt so fake at the moment.. but hey! white lie lahz!!hahaha! hmmmz..before that.. we were shopping for prez.. hahaha! we cldnt find anything manz.. wha laoz! dunno wads she gonna get.. but heez.. i tink it;ll be a great prez lahz.. cos chris really put all her heart and soul in it..(ritez, chris?) heez..

haiz..saw this green book in times.. i like it lehz.. dunno why chris finds it boring.. but heez.. maybe i'll get it sumday!!hahaha!inspirational.. forgot the title.. but its nice lahz.. actually i tink every picture book is nice to me.. everytime i set my heart to buy sumthing.. i will never get it.. hahah! quite sad ar? but haiz.. wads the pt of paying sooo much for a silly book and only read it once or twice? haha! dunno lahz.. blahz..=XxX

oh..i got sum homework nber do.. yikes..
-write a newspaper article abt "leaving books under e desk"
-write out literature properly..otherwise devi will just tear it up..
- like got summore..but cant tink properly

p/s: hope there'll be pple online later to help me with all tt bullshit! cant process stuff well today!!! yikes yikes yikes...
fwhahahahahahah~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/08/2003 07:17:00 PM

Sunday, July 06, 2003
i'm feeling restless...
dun feel like doing anything..
was so happy and jumpy in the morhning.. tink i used up all my energy..tt's why now i'm restless...
just hanging ard..
staring at kazaa search page..
thinking of wad songs are there to d/l...
hahahaha! like got no songs to d/l like that.. so sad ar...
haiz.. want to d/l alot of songs and burn cds... hahahaha!
haiz.. but there are no songs to d/l...
sad or wad?!?!?!
bleagh!! and my sis hid my fone.. cant find it.. ffeeling lost!! darn it..
so here i am.. trying to type a post..
but iu cant find anything to type manz...
wha laoz! is this pathetic or wad..

pathetic~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/06/2003 03:16:00 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2003

see peach?so cute ar?? hahaha! my fave character in finding nemo..followed by Gill..think he's got sumthing in him tt is sooo charming!!hahaha!


there!!This is Gill if you dunno!!hahah! he's so cool!!


the dude-y turtle.. hahaha!i find him so mad!!! happy turtle.. i thot all turtles're grumpy until i saw him.. haha!!


whaa.. this part was damn scary!!!hahahah! thrilling..can scream one.. hahaha!


fish are frens..not food!!! whaahahahahahah! mad shark!!!






hahahaha! think these moonfish are funny.. they can form formations.. tink they haf good memory not like other fish!!hahahah!they are special!!! hahahaha!!!


i dun really like marlin lehz..he's so mean..but he's a good father manz.. good fishie..



hahahahah! the pics all so nice.. i was having a hrad time looking for them manz! was looking for peach.. den cld only find one..how pathetic!!! i like PEACH... fwahahahahha~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/05/2003 11:24:00 PM


heez... went to the airport again!! i felt sick sumhow by the dumb mocha freeze.. hahahah! felt sleepy though there was sum kinda caffeine inside tt drink..but i was sleepy.. hahaha! i took a nap in the airport-->coffee express!!hahaha! can u believe it? ha! hmmz.. had a weird dream..it was silly.. hahaha!

oh..when i reached there.. there was this grp of army men holding those big guns in their hands ar.. den they were just holding the trigger part, getting ready to shoot kinda ting.. i was just wlking towards them manz.. and at tt tiem i was kinda scared.. they were kinda pointing at me.. hahaha! so i changed direction la.. hahahaha! so scary! i was scared la.. hahahah! felt retarded, but u'll nber know when they'll judt accidentally press sumthing and shoot me ritez? so yah.. hahaha!

aniwae. i spent 6 hours there.. hahaha! was quite efficient initially.. till sum weird-smelling pple came crowding ard me..haha! no lahz.. they just wanted to sit at this table behind mine.. n there was this whole lot of them.. so they combined forces ar.. so the smell was really intolerable.. hahaha! i cld haf suffocated! and they spoke tamil.. heez..*now u know why??** heez.. den i cldnt understand them..so i was quite irritated..ha! i'm sucha racist!!hahaha! but too bad lahz..they were really irritating k.. cant stand it.. heez...

haiz... chris says i'm a puzzle... actually i dun tink i'm that hard to understand.. haiz.. to be truthful.. i really dun haf probs.. my probs are usually my frens' probs.. hahaha~ so i dun really count it as prob.. maybe yes.. i do haf those silly family conflicts or wad shit.. but i dun tink i haf serious ones lahz.. pple sAY i dun wan to share and all tt.. i can cross my heart and really say: i dun haf lahz.. hahaha! maybe i'm not exactly the true-blue happy-go-lucky, but i guess it all depends on oneself.. whether u wan to be happy or wan to be gloomy everydae ar...

wads the pt of being sad manz?? life still goes on?i dun really understand why pple brood over things for days, months, years ar.. wads the point? sigh~ but hmmmz.. to each his own lahz.. fwahahahahaa~

haiz.. dunno.. i feel kinda weird today!! hahaha! like i can lose my temper anytime.. wads the reason? i got no idea.. sobxz* why ar? haiz.. dunno lahz.. feel so irritated! heez.. my com hangs like crazy! feel like knocking sum sense into it.. its dumb!!whaaa.. machines suck lahz.. irritating.. fwahahahah!~




-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/05/2003 09:01:00 PM

Friday, July 04, 2003
i dunno wad to type now.. ha! haiz.. nvm.. hahah!
oh! tml cl listening..hahaha! so cool manz.. i'm quite scared lehz.. cos sumtimes i'll ted to dream on and blahz..hahahaha! damn scared actually.. crazy!!! i'm worrying for the needless...
ok.. i gtg lahz.. must slp!!! otherwise i'll dream like mad.. fwahahahahaha~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/04/2003 10:56:00 PM


yay yay!!i'm using my house com!!hahahaha! my com is back!i;m daRN HAPPY!!!!happy like crazy kind..hahaha!my brother thinks i'm mad.. he just came in and asked me to stop making so much noise..cos he is doing his work..hahaha!!!!like i believe him!tt sickeneing ass..he's just doin work becos my dearie father is at home..if he were to be out, i bet he'll just sit ard and find trouble.. think i dunnno..that cunning boy..fwahahahahah!

arghhh! dun tok abt tt irritating boy..but he;s quite nice nowadaes la..heez...Ben is a good boy!he got do maths and science everyday!hahaha!not like me..i only do hw.. nber do maths anymore..wha laoz!!

heez.. my com's been spoilt for MANYYY days..but its back now..and i'm down hre..feeling lost!!duno wad to do..just finished d/l msn..but need to restart..but i dun wan to lose this post, so tt shall wait..i dun need to hcat to anyone!too occupied!haben even surf syp's webby..tink i so free to chat?nevertheless,i'll try and type sum nonsense here!!cos i'm so happy!!hahaha! must share my joy!!heez...

actually the past few days havent been real happy..heez.. being the extreme optimist,i dun feel tt way sumtimes nowadaes..heez..big turning pt..*waaaah..kinematics..turning point,displacement,acceleration..*haiz.. many thngs happened...

i'm feeling quite disappointed with sum pple la..i cant believe tt they actually tink tt way..its so not them,nut its ok..i'm not tt close top them anyway..but just quite struck..ha!they are great frens la..but once again, u'll nber know wad they do behind u..hahaha!dangerous minds.. muahahahahah!*shakes head*

was at the airport today!!hahaha! went there to eat ban mian!so amazing ritez!airport--->banmian!tt's kinda silly.. but its really yummy..exactly like the one in pw last time..haha!!was so happy..but i felt so cheated becos liting kenw abt it ar..den until now den tell us..abit slow ar..we suffered soooi much for the past ew mths.. hahaha! but thankz liting..for intro-ing it to us..otherwise we wld haf nber known there's sucha place in e airport!!hahaha! went to coffeee club express in T2..quite nice lez..haha!the seats were quite nice..tink its a good place to study manz.. hahaha!damn quiet!so i'm goinmg again tml!!ahahaah!hope i'll be efficient tml.. hahaha! cos today i wasnt quite..toking so much manz!abt 'deep pple' with chris.. hahaha!it's been long since we sat down and tok..haha!so it as a nice feeling..its not everyday tt we got the time..hahaa!

oh...chris's my savior manz!i left my precious fone on the train seat today!was so scared manz!its the 1st time in my life i trembled so much..hahaha! not even in cold places..hahaha! i was really trembling..terrifying experience.. it just taught me to be moe careful the next time.. luckily chris was still there, otherwise i wld haf died!i really will die.. chris!!!u are my savior!!hahahaha!=) hahahaha!

oh.. i go restart my com now la.. muz think abt was happened these few days.. hahaha!

tralaaalaaa~~



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/04/2003 10:03:00 PM

Thursday, July 03, 2003

heez.. just testing ar!! and thisd penguin so cute eh..heez.. hahaha! so cute manz.. heez..





-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/03/2003 12:59:00 PM


whaaaa...in school now.. but actually i'll be getting my com back later..hahaha!how exciting manz!!i'm damn exciyting!can haf a brand new com..den i'll d/l bullshit..ahahaha!den it'll crash all over again!this is a com cycle.. heez.. mine, least!!hahaha!

hmmmz.. wad am i doing now????surfing this webby called...www.riceworld.org.. hahaha!wow!!!hoe exciting! looking at wad sickles and harvesting knife look like..so lame.. bleagh!! but at least i can use the com la.. heez...

hmmmz..wont type much.. must go check if my accounts are working manz..whaaa...everything's so foreign..heez... =PpP



-'-accident prone-'- confused at 7/03/2003 12:47:00 PM










old crumbling thots++

dec's packed agenda++
+28/11: grad luncheon*
+18/12: escape theme park*
+19/12: netball party*
+29/12: out with yunz & vanfen*
+celebrate burfdaes*
+body arts exhibiton*
+Escape* -pun intended-
+night safari
+movie: Elf*
+movie: Brother bear*
+movie: master and commander*
+syp xin dong lie che vcds*
+syp yi tian vcds*
+pack my room*
+throw all nonsense*
+christmas prez and cards*
+finish makin presents*